hi hollybolly 🙂

thank you so much for your advice. we are really similar!!! my family is really loving and supporting too, but i guess it’s just my bad choice in friends that has gotten me stuck in this rut …

definitely trying to flee the situation. i am moving out next semester which hopefully will help me recover. also, your tip on saying positive things to myself is so perfect for me. i’m always confused on where to start when it comes to loving myself, and it seems like a really practical start. i will definitely practice that starting today and try to remove as much negativity from my mind as possible.

seeing it as moving on and disengaging is seriously so true because i don’t want to destroy what we had from childhood, and also disengaging lets me separate myself from him despite seeing him everyday. just the idea of moving and hearing from someone who has gone through something like this before and made it out gives me so much hope

thank you so much for your support and encouragement!!!!