Thank you all so much.
The thing is, I do love my boyfriend. I have no doubts about it anymore. It’s more of a “gotten used to it” feeling. Like I still adore him and love him with all my heart. But I’ve finally realised that he is, indeed, mine.

I’m happy with my relationship. I’m just somewhat scares that someday, out of the blue, I could stop loving him.

He’s a wonderful man. Does the best he can to make me feel loved. Always manages to make me smile, no matter how tough the situation is that I’m in.

He always puts me first. And, on top of that, he is somewhat my first real relationship.

My first boyfriend only used me. He was 8 years older than me and just got out of a relationship before we started dating.

this is something completely different. I don’t want to hurt him, ever. He’s my number one and I want to make sure he only gets the best, and I want to try my best to always make him happy. Because he deserves it.

We both have our ups and downs in our private lives, but our relationship couldn’t be better (well, except for the distance).

You really helped me open my eyes and think about things. I got ran over with all sorts of feelings these past weeks.

Anger. Betrayal. Sadness. Fear. Love. Excitement. I thought I had reached the bottom again. That this time, I’d be alone with my misery. But I’m not and I’ll never be.

Things have been rough all my life. My relationship with my boyfriend has been stable, and perfect for so long, I forced myself to think that something must be wrong, since I’m not used to have nothing broken in my life.

I haven’t stayed in one place for longer than a year. Kept switching schools. Homes.

And I still have him. It’s strange to me. But I’m lucky to have him, and I’m sure I’ll overcome this situation, like I always did.

Thank you for listening to my stupid venting <3 You really helped me, making me think

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