Before reading these replies, I wrote a letter to him wishing him the best and that hopefully he’ll be able to him the peace he told me he always wanted. Reading this after, I feel like I can get through this and am capable of loving again. In fact, I want to love more than ever. Thank you, from the bottom of my heart. This is an important lesson I have learned and knowing that it is part of this beautiful life has given me insight I didn’t think I needed. I still feel a bit sad but I feel like I’ve gained back myself. Thank you.