Thank you for sharing your story. “Devastation” is indeed the shadow of lost. I felt deeply how you connected the two extremes which is so true. I myself experience a lost of a dearly beloved brother almost a year ago. What a difficult moment in life to face death and love combined! Up to now, the recovery is a challenge. I am afraid to be reminded again of what happened. I am still hopeful while praying to see where this tunnel is heading me too. Hoping to find it soon!