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  • October 22, 2013 at 1:36 pm in reply to: First heartbreak #44173
    dbuk
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    You do? It fills me with dread.

    October 22, 2013 at 1:05 pm in reply to: First heartbreak #44168
    dbuk
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    Very fresh. Open wound. A year?! Damn, I can’t face a year of this kind of pain. A week of this sounds brutal.

    She did have a string of bad ones, and I made sure to add no pressure, and also why I panicked when I fell in love with her. She was definitely scared and definitely did not want a relationship (on paper), but I don’t know if it would be wise for me to try to talk to her about it(?). Maybe I will wait until she comes back (she is away at the moment, and back next month), it will give me time to heal, then when she is back….I might meet her for a coffee and just say the door is open, no relationship but the way it was, but would this be bad? So confused.

    Thanks again for the reply and kind words.

    October 22, 2013 at 12:25 pm in reply to: First heartbreak #44165
    dbuk
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    Hi Danielle,

    Thanks for the reply. No time limit scares me, to say it hurts rights now…., I literally had to race home from work and have been crying since. Also, the first time I cried over this situation I realised I hadn’t cried for so long I wasn’t 100% how it would work…if I wasn’t crying I technically should have laughed.

    My reasons for not being in love for so long was I was waiting for the ‘right one’, and annoyingly she ticked every box and even created some, I hadn’t expected to have all my boxes ticked. She came out of a couple of bad relationships not so long ago, a year or two, and I think they damaged her. So, of course, I put zero pressure on her. When I fell in love with her, I panicked. I could have kept it quiet and continued the lovely situation…, part of me wishes I did. Just one more day of her time would make me so happy. Not dwelling is so tough. So many memories.

    Proving to myself I am strong enough is not going well. I am now terrified of this pain again. I waited so long to fall in love, hope I haven’t scared myself off it.

    Thanks

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