thank again anita, ill definitaly go through this perspactive…and will get bsck to you…hope you will guide in in future….it would be great to have someone like you, feeling lill bit confident now…atleast there is someone who is understanding my situation withou being judgemental

Thanks Alessa, currenly i am in livin with her, yesterday i told her clearly that i am very stressed in this relationship and want to leave all things and want to live my own life now.. she said “if you are feeling bored with me then its fine to leave me and start crying from then she is seems like very sad and upset,, now seeing her i am feeling like i am a demon…i want to fix it but when i think about future it seems like things will not work in long term and i have to secrifice me to make this relation work,,,,

Thanx Anita for your help…but im still confused what should i do finally…i want to live life in my own way wothout hurting her but it seems imppossoble and when i tried to get engaged with hee she feel happy but i feel anaxious….