@anita
It’s a form of OCD. Kinda like how PTSD can be the mind forcing a traumatic memory into the mind usually trigger by something. Seeing a deformity will cause the image of it to be forced into my mind and I won’t be able to stop it. I just keep thinking about it, seeing it as a constant memory. It’s as if I’m still looking at it.
I just want it to stop and not be bothered like this by it anymore.