jade green – I also had a recent break up with a boyfriend of 5 years and it’s been the worst pain that I’ve ever had to endure. My advice to you is to stay busy — take a deeper dive into work, school, hobbies.. accomplish things that you always wanted to do with or without a partner by your side. Also, when you feel the urge to text/call/reach out to your ex, find a friend to talk to instead. Surround yourself with love. My parents and friends have been the greatest source of happiness for me. I’ve rekindled old relationships and I try to say yes to as much as possible because you never know what new opportunities are coming your way. You probably pictured your future with this person, but just remember that you had a life before them and you will have a life after them. I know it’s easier said than done (trust me.), but you will get through it and so will I! 🙂