Dee Dee-

Thanks for sharing your story, I’m sorry you are going through this, it’s hard! I don’t want to jump on here telling you all about “me and my story”, because this response is really about you. However, I get where you are, how you feel and how much of a hold you feel it has on you.

I truly know in my heart that you can not only do this, you can stop this for life. I hear it in your words that you do not like what it does to you, your life & your loved ones.  I have been where you are-stopping is just a decision. A decision that’s made because you want yourself back, your life back & your loved ones back.

addictions are just a pattern- a pattern of behavior that we feel have control over us. You have complete control of your beautiful life, nothing else does. I don’t sign up for the “once a drug addict always a drug addict” BS. Just stop. I know you want to like yourself and be proud of yourself again 🙂 and you will. It’s a mind game that it has a hold on you, you are strong-smart & capable of getting all that you want, back!

You got this girl! Your not any of the goofy things that your mind is telling you. You are still you, your just altered on a drug “currently” 🙂 you don’t have a bunch of bad Karma, all of this loss is what happens when the using pattern comes into play. we both know nothing good in your life comes from using that stuff, only bad. I know you can kick some meth ASS and kick that stuff to the curb!

It has no hold- it’s just a choice. Shoot me an email if you need support, however, I feel you got this!

donzellihelena@gmail.com