Dear Anita,
This is a very interesting observation,:
Notice that this “most intense and passionate relationship”, a “very powerful bond due to hormones and the development of the brain” did not lead to you being interested in him over the years (“He has contacted me 2 other times throughout the years.. but I was never interested“).
I don’t know what to make of it, yet, I am still processing, but I appreciate it.
I am grieving today, but I will get through it.
Thanks again