be strong ! i don’t know who you are but i think you are quite sensitive and vulnerable. Many things occured in our life as a way we can’t understand, we always ask ” why? ” although we know nobody will answer, i used to have a close friend, we share everything with each other, every thinng about life, love, work, stresses, happiness, sorrow,.. I thought she was one of the most important people in my lif. But recently, we haven’t been close-knit, we don’t talk any more, rarely we talk, everything about her life is no longer known by me, because she doesn’t confide in me. i can’t understand why. I try to talk to her but she ignores me, and cares me not very much, When i’m tired of everything, i want to have a friend to share with, but there is no one. i feel desolate and really upset. but my bro told me to be optimistic. there are many thing in life that is more wonderful than friendship , such as family. I think you should care more about your children, your husband, and yourself, try going picnic, having a nice trip, .. i believe someday you will happy again with your family, your job and your life. You will have a friend, or maybe your old friend will realize she needs you and you will become good friend as in the past <3