Hi Anita,

he bought a guitar for me for his house as i play music. He also has never lied to me, and i know he was being genuine.

We always talked about being open, but it was basically just in theory, he never experienced anything happen. So now that he had, he realized it was not a good thing for him, and admitted that that was on him for not realizing.

I just love and miss him, he also is expressing how much he loves and misses me, but that dosnt take these images away or heal what happened..

He was planning to ask me within the week that I told him what happened, he said he has been putting things together for me to come.

I’m considering renting an apartment in his town for maybe 6 weeks if thats better for moving forward. That way we can see each other when we need to, to help heal. but not have to live together.