Hi Laura,
I meet a wonderful guy who treated me well, but my fears and self sabotage cost me our relationship. He forgave and forgave until he said he no longer could. I am ashamed of my actions and irrational behavior. He did what was best for his happiness and that was to leave me.
As Anita posted earlier, take it slow. Enjoy time spent together instead of worrying about the “what if’s”. We can’t protect ourselves from getting hurt. It’s a chance we all take in order to find happiness and love.
If his actions and words show and tell you he cares then let yourself find comfort and joy in it. I can’t fix my relationship but I am working on my self.