Dear Alessa,

Try to find yourself in the body.

Dear Tee,

İt is not saying i don’t exist, it is being witness of the talker or sayer.

You cant head around the idea, because, the head or mind is already out of control. Simple watch the mind even if takes years. Then you realize you are not the who born and dies, just the mind and body. The closest word of what you are is nothingness, yet no words can pass there. Any attachment to words belongs to mind.

Peace.

Dear Anita,

Any beliefs belongs to separate self.

Dear Alessa,

After all these conversations, you say that i am Muslim or Christian.

There is no separation, all is one, one is all.

Christ and Muhammad never separated people. But dogma, ideology does.

My celebration is breathing.

Peace.

Dear Tee,

What happened to was during the meditation. I lived in darkness and silence for 1 year and meditated around 8 to 10 hours per day.

So, NDE is still function under the mind. But meditation is beyond mind and body, which is end of experiencing.

After all these sufferings James has died and i am always what i am. James was just a habit like smoking cigarettes.

There is no life after physical death. Whet you have learned in this life, stays in this life.

The core of the so called soul is nothingness or before physical birth.

NDE might be some nice experience, yet when it comes to surrendering to non experience or nothingness, things will be change.

I had a open heart surgery and NDE. But it is just the beginning of the process. Because, it is death of heart, not brain. What I am saying is the death of brain, which is surrendering the experiencer.

Peace.

Peace.

Dear Tee,

My words are for the people who extremely suffers (as loved one loss, losing completely everything etc…), who has a heart to accept the Truth and who is willing to die for God.

So, you can have a nice life and doesn’t need anything, sure. But, it will catch you when death comes, sooner or later.

So enjoy as much as you can. And remember these words when giving the last breath, otherwise surrendering will be too difficult and you willl even feel that your dna burns.

Peace.

Dear Anita,

Amazing.

The reason why all i did before to show you guys, what hurts you most that’s what the one of the weakest point of separate self.

And now, that weakness is obvious and clear to see.

Peace.

Dear Anita,

Definitely. If you go more deep in the rabbit hole, you will see what the real devil is.

Never trust your beliefs, ideas, experiences therefore the mind. Because, it is not You.

The protection and safety (not only as shelter , but also beliefs and ideas) is the core of devil’s location.

Peace.

Dear People,

My last sentence to all of you is:

The self improvement is self / mental masturbation.

No matter how much self-help you get, one piece of bad news can shatter your whole world.

Good luck everyone.

Peace.