Dear Tee,

Controlling the body is cause of stress. Jumping purposely top of the mountain is an example of controlling the body either.

What i am saying, how it breathes or heart beat itself, let it walk, talk and write like that.

When one is completely aware of the body (but it takes years to be aware), one realizes that body is doing most of the things that you are not aware and you is just attachment to the mind chattering.

Even, after enlightenment mind chats but only connecting to the body. Therefore, %99 percent unnecessary internal dialogue stops. Therefore, mind become at ease. Such as, I will go to work tomorrow and put alarm on 7:00 am. That’s it.

Peace.

Dear Thomas,

I went to my village. Food was cooking by my or clothes washing by my distant relatives (i gave them money for entire year). And just go out at night to get the food and drinks. İ didn’t see any daylight (bathroom was in next the room). İ completely closed all the windows with dark cloak.

Psychedelics doesn’t stay in brain (even if i did 10 gr dried ploycibin cubensis with lemon take and 5 Meo DMT with ultra high dosages). They are experiences, comes and goes. These are life changing experiences such as infinite love, infinite intelligence, infinite nothingness etc ..

But, enlightenment is completely different. Because, it is stepping back from the body, which meaning is body and mind does all necessary things as talking to you, work, going out to cinema, dinner etc… Yet, it doesn’t belong to anyone.

I am always what i am and never moved, born or die. These, are functions of the body.

Therefore, enlightenment is just simply being where you already are.

Peace.

Dear Tee,

Body is it’s own. There is no one in control.

This, what metaphors are like Jesus is son of god or he is taken by god, or prophet Muhammad wrote the Quran via angels and talking with Allah or God shines trough the body. Actually, separate self has died.

Because, when body is it’s own, body is one with universe, because, if there is no air, no sun, no gravity etc… İt is impossible to body to survive. And so called soul is back with Truth at ease and peace without any separation. And that’s what real Love is.

Peace.

Dear Tee,

There is no such thing as good or bad. İf there is an attachment, there is suffering.

Of course, you can feel love within the nature. But if in that moment you have tooth pain, will be love still there in that moment? No.

Love doesn’t depend on circumstances or events. Love is simply Being and inevitably all there is without any and every outcome and results.

You guys are totally misunderstanding what i am saying.

İ am not saying that “oh don’t care about anyone because you don’t exist”. All i am saying that investigate the mind, which is you, who says oh i don’t care because I don’t exist, or Anita says this is nihilism etc…

All i am saying this, watch the mind, who says these sentences. İnternal dialogue / mind is not you and doesn’t belong to you. İt is just a mind and body function.

Peace.

Dear Alessa,

Try to find yourself in the body.

Dear Tee,

İt is not saying i don’t exist, it is being witness of the talker or sayer.

You cant head around the idea, because, the head or mind is already out of control. Simple watch the mind even if takes years. Then you realize you are not the who born and dies, just the mind and body. The closest word of what you are is nothingness, yet no words can pass there. Any attachment to words belongs to mind.

Peace.

Dear Anita,

Any beliefs belongs to separate self.

Dear Alessa,

After all these conversations, you say that i am Muslim or Christian.

There is no separation, all is one, one is all.

Christ and Muhammad never separated people. But dogma, ideology does.

My celebration is breathing.

Peace.

Dear Tee,

What happened to was during the meditation. I lived in darkness and silence for 1 year and meditated around 8 to 10 hours per day.

So, NDE is still function under the mind. But meditation is beyond mind and body, which is end of experiencing.

After all these sufferings James has died and i am always what i am. James was just a habit like smoking cigarettes.

There is no life after physical death. Whet you have learned in this life, stays in this life.

The core of the so called soul is nothingness or before physical birth.

NDE might be some nice experience, yet when it comes to surrendering to non experience or nothingness, things will be change.

I had a open heart surgery and NDE. But it is just the beginning of the process. Because, it is death of heart, not brain. What I am saying is the death of brain, which is surrendering the experiencer.

Peace.

Peace.

Dear Tee,

My words are for the people who extremely suffers (as loved one loss, losing completely everything etc…), who has a heart to accept the Truth and who is willing to die for God.

So, you can have a nice life and doesn’t need anything, sure. But, it will catch you when death comes, sooner or later.

So enjoy as much as you can. And remember these words when giving the last breath, otherwise surrendering will be too difficult and you willl even feel that your dna burns.

Peace.