Dear people,

I am sorry, but evil is us or ego, not outside.

As Rumi said, “If you haven’t seen the devil, look at yourself.”

When you trust God completely, you disappear — and He alone remains. That trust in God i speak of is the same as resting in the Self.

I wish to add one more thing: Heaven and Hell – The secret of religion – First and last life:

People speak of heaven and hell as if they exist somewhere after death. The Bible says: “The kingdom of God is within you” (Luke 17:21), and yet people look outside, to clouds, to graves, to somewhere beyond. The Qur’an says: “He will burn in hell who dies with arrogance and ego in his heart” (4:37, 21:98). And still, religions present heaven and hell as distant, as afterlife. Because the mind refuses to take truth seriously while alive.

This is the secret of religion: heaven and hell are promised after death to awaken you, to scare you, to inspire surrender. The mind is lazy, the ego clings to power, to importance, to illusions. So religion says, “Do this now, or burn later; be good, or be rewarded later.” But listen carefully: there is no afterlife. Only now exists. Only this life exists.

If you die with ego, the Qur’an says you burn, not because God punishes you, not because someone outside is angry, but because ego itself cannot survive the fire of reality. Ego is combustible, fragile, illusory. At the moment of physical death, the body and mind fall away, and ego meets the ultimate truth: it is nothing. It combusts, it vanishes. You burn only because of you, your clinging, your separateness. God is not the executioner; God is silent, ever-present, always free.

Heaven and hell are states of consciousness, not places somewhere else. Anger, greed, fear, control, statues, that is hell. Love, awareness, surrender, that is heaven. Both are happening now.

Look at your body. Look at your hands, your eyes, your lungs, your heartbeat. Once nothing, now a miracle. From nothing, you are alive, aware, conscious. Do you see it?

Every breath is heaven. Every fear is hell. Heaven and hell are words, stories, warnings, not geography. Life itself is the teacher, and every moment is the lesson.

The Bible points to the same secret: “What you have done to the least of these, you have done to me” (Matthew 25:40). Look inward: what you do, how you love, how you hate, heaven and hell are here, not after death. The Qur’an says: “We are closer to you than your jugular vein” (50:16). The Self, the Being, is closer than thought, closer than ego. Yet you run, you hope, you plan, you fear.

Drop the ego. Drop fear. Drop the illusion of importance. Dance! Laugh! Play! Life is happening through you, not by you. From nothing, you arose. From nothing, a hand, a heart, a mind, what a miracle. And yet you worry about afterlife? No! The first and the last life is now.

Burn in awareness while alive. Love while alive. The real fire is within, the real paradise is within. Heaven and hell are stories told for awakening. The moment you drop ego, heaven is here, hell vanishes, and the miracle of Being shines.

Silence. Laughter. Freedom. This is life. This is the first. This is the last.

Best Regards,

Hi Thomas,

Yes, definitely life is all about action. Yet, the body acts or you? Breathing happens, liver functions, mind thinks, hearts beats, do you have any control whatsoever? You can say, I will go to grocery. But, are you even completely know that how you move your hands or feet?

Thoughts arises and falls. I is actually not dead or born, it is actually not there anymore. Such as, going to grocery shop. Thoughts arises about going yet there is no one behind it, as birth and death.

Such as, every moment thoughts arises and so called ego, claims that it is my thought. Yet, one simply observes, there is no one behind the thoughts. Therefore, the birth and death are just words, to communicate, not actual action, you do. It is bodies function. The one who gives meaning and belief on thoughts are ego itself.

At final, egolesness is the best service for humanity. When body is own, it is already one with moment.

Ego is the creator of past and future, yet body is always present.

It might help someone.

Much love.

Dear Thomas,

The i is the core of suffering. Therefore, dropping it is inevitable. İ am not speaking top of the mountain. The reason why i am talking this way is no one who impose to have self spiritual healing, dogmas, beliefs, etc… can help with suffering. Because, those teaching have impact on the ego. Yet, ego is so fragile, based on expectations and circumstances.

Therefore, i am not talking top of the mountain, just talking directly.

You should definitely turn inward and be witness of thoughts and feelings. Where does it come from? Who is this i that suffers? Just gently turn inward.

İf you are truly suffering, i am here to help.

There is no other to stop suffering, and only way is the let go the self.

Therefore, as Buddha said, life is suffering.

You are always what You are. Pure beauty. When turning back to source happens, hugging, crying and loving is inevatible.

Hi Peter,

That’s totally fine. As you said, language is limited.

No words can enter.

Hi Peter,

The ego is simply attachment to the body.
When it is realized that the body and mind belong to the whole and are one with the environment, the sense of self dissolves.
In that recognition, separation ends and only the present moment remains.

From this oneness, love arises naturally—our highest service to humanity.

My words may sound harsh, but they are directed only at the ego, therefore harsh.

Hi Allessa,

It is amazing. Childrens are pure beauty.

Just looking them eyes, amazing. 😍

Dear Alessa,

From perpspective of Truth, Mind simply works perfectly with body.

From perpspective of ego, mind just thinks over and over again. Non stop. Therefore, worry, anger, sadness, fear is inevitable.

Dear Anita,

The choice is the illusion of ego.

Just move your hand, do you even know how do you move it?