It is strange that I understand that it was all a “curiosity” action but I still feel guilt. Maybe it is because as we grow older we learn what is good and wrong but at that age we do not know good from wrong. I would just like it to go away, I consider my self a good person and always happy. I just need self forgiveness and to let this thought become something irreverent in life.

Thank you for all the response, it does feel better to some what admit this memory on here