Hi Emily,

Just wondering…

Does this sort of describe you?:

She says: ‘I’m not myself, I don’t have boundaries, I feel transparent, everybody can penetrate my energy; people don’t see me, and hurt me with their trolley in the supermarket, the world seems unfriendly to me; I hear myself talking as if someone else is talking for me, my thoughts go faster than my voice and I make mistakes; my feelings are gone and I feel as if things don’t touch me any more, but I get angry about trifles, even about things that happened in the past.’

She has headaches because her neck feels stiff and her sleep is unrefreshed.

She says: ‘Life is a burden to me, full of things that I have to do and I don’t want to do; I am apprehensive of everything, even agreeable things and I am afraid of being incapable; I merely survive, I have the feeling that there is nothing enjoyable to live for.’

After taking this natural remedy for about 2 weeks, she now says the following:

1. I feel happier, more confident when perturbing things happen, less negative
2. I am gentler and more amiable/warmer
3. I am more aware of what I feel myself
4. I distinguish clearly between what is agreeable and disagreeable to me; I distinguish clearly what are my sorrows and problems and what those of other people; I am able to stay out of their problems now
5. I have deeper feelings, I express my likes and dislikes more clearly
6. I feel stronger, more positive, happier
7. I care more about my clothes, how I look
8. I feel more open, less anxious; I realise that only I can improve my condition; I’m doing what I feel that I really want to do
9. I am more efficient, no longer procrastinate; I get on and do it
10. I rearranged everything in my house
11. I am more conscious of what I see, I watch better, I am more aware; I experience the outer world as more real; I participate now in what happens and do not just let things happen
12. I finally have the desire to live
13. I have more common sense, seeing things more clearly, more as an adult
14. I’m doing what I feel I really want to do; I distinguish clearly between what is agreeable and what is disagreeable; I clearly indicate my frontiers; before an examination I feel much less that I have to prove myself, am very relaxed and study efficiently; I feel more structure in my thinking and doing; I am capable of distinguishing the essentials from the side-issues; I have a deeper observation; seeing not only things and people but also feeling them; I feel more in touch with everything
15. I feel more adult towards my mother: this is my life, don’t interfere with it
16. I am more easy-going, less fastidious; no longer have the urge to finish everything the same day
17. I accept myself better and have less anxiety about not being accepted by others; I am less sensitive to what others say about me
18. I feel more in touch with reality, more conscious of good relationships around me; I have started to clean up the house, more than ever before; I am more silent, feel less urge to talk
19. I feel as if reborn; much more independent, easy-going and stable
20. I am more stable, the chronic fatigue is gone, I have much more energy; I am much more self-confident, I have less sensation of being the scapegoat, more capable of leaving others to sort out their own problems
21. I feel less easily disturbed; I no longer feel anxious about my children and husband; the sadness has completely left me; I feel quieter and my concentration is much improved
22. I am more introspective, I feel more free, more profound, more self-aware, I can be more vulnerable; my feelings have deepened, I feel things in my belly instead of in my throat; I feel closer to other people; I say “I love you” with my heart instead of just with my mouth
23. I am fulfilling my own needs now, and no longer have the sensation that other people are usurping me
24. I am more conscious of my boundaries; I am more aware of my feelings, I was too cerebral; I feel better in my body
25. I can say “no” more easily
26. I am more alert; it is easier to manifest myself; I feel more harmonious inside; inner chaos and restlessness have disappeared; I am able to see auras.
    …………………
    Let me know, okay, Emily?

    All my love,

    Jane