Hi Rahul, What you have written is so honest and deeply courageous. I feel many people come to this community to share in our experiences, and your’s – as difficult as it seems right now, is not so different from my and other peoples similar stories around the world. You are not alone, and take heart dear friend, it will get better.
I deeply share your grief. I hope you will find solace in the fact that your healing will change your heart to shine in the true light of love again one day, and that this path you bravely share with us will lead you there.
If we don’t grow, we aren’t really living.
“Getting over a painful experience is much like crossing monkey bars. You have to let go at some point in order to move forward.” – C.S. Lewis…. well done on taking the first step!