hi everyone, I’m glad I’m not alone! Totally second David’s story and thoughts. What Anita said makes perfect sense! However sadly it’s just strange- the more You want to move on, the harder it becomes.

because of some issues, my ex and I split in 2015.  I got into a new relationship almost 6-12 months after. Now that I’m close to 2 years in a new relationship, I still think of my ex time to time. I find myself checking out his social media every month, CSI the girl that he’s flinging with.

After 3 years of no contact, we finally met at an event hosted by a mutual Friend. I found myself looking forward to the event knowing he would be there, what dress I should wear and how best I should doll myself up to look good and attractive once again.

we spoke a little and I could feel a little sparks or so, subtle and unspoken but it was definitely felt on my part. Upon the end of the event, I was hoping that he’d ask to catch up for a few minutes but that didn’t happen.

it probably meant nothing to him. For the past 4 years and he moved on very well. As for me, 3 years after the break up, here I am.

I feel terrible for such thoughts because my current rs is perfect- the guy is so understanding, caring, everything my ex isn’t. Yet, the special spark seem to be missing.

maybe all I want is just a closure I never had.