Thank you Matt, I cried reading your kind empathetic words. I’m thankful for people like you, and this forum where I can receive advice without judgement. He has indeed cheated in the past, and I do feel as though he isn’t sure about what he wants. I thought he would eventually change since we have been through so much with each other, and so vulnerable with one another. He has matured somewhat, but only scratching the surface. I do feel it would be best to leave him alone and focus on myself. I think I fell for the potential. I thought eventually he would change and get his act straight. He has to an extent, but the other women “seems” to be reaping the benefits. Your words have truly hit home thank you!

Namaste, and take care 🙂