What an honest and inspiring post. I am so sorry you are having to go through this. If its any consolation, I am going through almost an identical experience with my boyfriend and I do know how hard it is to accept that letting him go is the right thing to do. As much as I hate the thought of anyone else going through this, your post has reassured me that I am not alone and that life will get better. Depression is such an all-encompassing illness and I’ve found it so hard not to get angry and frustrated at my boyfriend’s sudden refusal to want anything to do with me, but sadly it seems to be part of the process in some cases.