Hi

I am so depressed stressed confused and mentally affected.

I am dating a lady older than I am now this the sixth year we have been through so much ups and downs she has  hurt me so much in the previous year to the point that the pain still exists in ma heart she once lied to me n made out with the xboifriend and to her that was just normal secondly she always engage with guys in compromising chats recently we went to a club and started dancing to a guy in a very aeductive manner later took his number and lied to me nothing os going on and I overeacted to that n we ended up in arguments later I asked for appologies and she is defensive like am the one who wronged her now she doesnt want to talk to me ahe is avoiding me I feel jilted with all this I love her so much I have never imagine my life without her but also I cant help but be negative due to the fact that she has betrayed me before I feel insecure at times I cant help it its really killing me. Help me guys find a solution to leave this lady how I can help overcome the love I feel for her to fade away and be able to move on I always cant help to be insecure and negative about her I cant evn focus eat or concentrate on my life.