Hi frozenfireflys,

Im not sure if this issue has been resolved for you by now as I realise you asked this question 2 years ago. I came across your post when I was searching for answers on more or less the exact same issue. My sister and I are adults, have our own young families, live on other sides of the planet, and are not close nor were we ever close. I think perhaps we differ on that last point as I get the impression you and your sister may have been at some point maybe?

Because of how we were raised, my sister and I have never been close (troubled household due to problematic parents). I have reached out quite a few times over the decades expressing that I would like us to be closer but she has never been open to this until recently when our mother died. Even so, I am still the one to reach out and she still takes a fortnight or so to respond to even simple one line texts from me such as “How are you doing?” When she does get back to me she is nice about it, gives her reasons, and acknowledges that it’s taken ages to respond but it doesn’t seem to change how she interacts with me going forward. She is in general conflict avoidant so if I raise this as an issue she will agree but, as has been her usual pattern, do little about it anyway.

I tend to respond to her within a day while she takes an order of magnitude longer. I want more instant, open dialogue with her, more connection, but my requests to video call go unanswered for weeks too and then it feels one sided on the few occassions when we have managed to talk. I get the impression I want this more than her but she has expressed she wants it too so I’m confused, lost in limbo, and feel like she is saying this to appease me. Relationships take effort but her effort is underwhelming me and unfortunately it’s been her lifelong pattern with me. I’m so sad about it but not sure what to do. I feel that my honesty would add pressure on her and she would have more reason to avoid me.

If you had to overcome this type of situation, I’d be keen to know how you managed it. Hoping this thread is still active 🤞