Hello,

Thank you very much for your input. I think both of you have a good point. Yet when I really look at it and meditate on it I can see now where i went wrong and that I was kind of pressured into the relationship (obviously that is my fault for being weak to say no). It is good to at least get some insight into what actually happened and advice from people who have been through the same thing. This whole isnt over, I know that but like you have both said give it more time.

Thank you very much again for your input on this you have helped me a lot.