Hello Anita, thank you for your response. To be honest I’m managed to deal with things myself and reassured myself everything’s gonna be okay. I’m quite embarrassed to say I wrote everything here out of anxiety hahaha. I notice you comment a lot here and leave a lot of kind messages when people need it. You have a good heart!! Feel free to share your thoughts!

I’ve come to the conclusion that everything I’m going through will eventually pass with time. And if things don’t work out, it just means it wasn’t meant to be and more importantly I’ll be okay. I’ll be grateful for what I have. Thanks for listening!