Thanks you for replying George. You have helped me to see the answer that was in me this entrire time. Although I didn’t express my question very well I certanly found the answer. All I want to add is that I am halfway to inner peace. I have learned to controll my anger, anxiety, and every emotion except one, fear. I can feel good about myself even without doing exercise, but in the past I had no goals, and setting goals is very important in everyone’s life. Doing exercise and other things (that I considered suffering some time ago) are nothing to me now, only parts of life which I now enjoy doing. I know that I know, yet I still have one last step, which is filling myself with love and at the same time getting rid of the fear. Then I will be complete. I can’t go through my entire story with this girl, but I know what the answer is, so there’s no point in pointing it out if you catch my drift 😉
Therefore I will now go on with my life as intended and go forth to conquer my inner fears, to go towards the waves as a ship does, as everyone should do…
Again, thank you George and see you the next time 🙂
Mark