Most of everything, is trying to understand how I can move on.
I get attached quickly, and sharing intimate moments with someone whom I thought felt the same thing, and realizing I was actually just another girl who fooled around with, is pretty traumatic.
I don’t even like that many people, in 22 years of existence I only liked about 2 or 3 people, so the likelihood of meeting someone else is very very slim. He was one of the few I was actually attracted to
I did fall in love with him, and I just cannot comprehend how and if I will get over this