Hi Crystal

I am in the same situation with you as well. The relationship is hard and love is really smooth. I was painful for the whole week but now I’m getting up and make myself happy. My boyfriend is complicated. He said that he wants to be my friend instead girlfriend which I wasn’t understand at all. We were not actually argued. We have been kind of a good relationship but just one night that he wants to break the relationship and I still have many question in my mind WHY? My friend said that you don’t have to find any answer, you probably don’t want to know that somehow. Just let it go, move on and love your self. I made up my dream to be with him all my life and imagine a lot. It was over. However, just remember a good memory that we had done. It will make a good friendship eventually. I know its hard to get through. I am trying as well. Thinking about the good thing will happen soon. Once you lost something you will get another thing even better.