there is so much yearning and longing for this one person that in the process we forget our own selves completely and just keep hoping against all odds that may be some miracle would happen and he wud realise the love that one has, or maybe the absence would make his heart grow fonder, etc , etc ….but all this is mere wishful thinking that we want to believe in because accepting otherwise is indeed a very hurtful and painful truth. I am going thru exactly the same thing…but after not hearing from him for so long i have reached the transitional stage of telling myself that hope and faith is good but there is also something called letting go….Really telling u no one in this world can fill the void inside you, nor lift u out of the abyss unless u urself decide to end things and start making efforts to help your own self….It will take time to heal, to look forward to bright things in life again…dont rush …feel thru all the emotions that come up. In some time u would definitely start accepting the reality of ” he has told me repeatedly when we broke up that there will be no coming back for him. ” And u wud ask yourself y u want to hold onto a person who gave up on u so easily??? Even if he comes back whats the surity that he wont repeat the same thing again…Its better to heal and move on now than to constantly live with pain and fear…sure it will take lots of self effforts and sticking to oneself but in the end it would be worth it. I know its all easier said than done but you have to do it…do it for yourself…“You can search throughout the entire universe for someone who is more deserving of your love and affection than you are yourself, and that person is not to be found anywhere. You yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe deserve your love and affection.” I hope very soon u will stop looking back on your past and start making your present meaningful…..lots of love and care….