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  • July 14, 2015 at 10:01 pm in reply to: Guilty in despair #79885
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    Thanks you very much anita. I was able to express my deepest concerns that I just cant share with anybody else.
    It indeed helped me a lot. I will be more open about my concerns in this forum. Thanks for sharing me your thoughts and wisdom.
    Hope to hear a lot from you soon.

    July 13, 2015 at 8:43 pm in reply to: Guilty in despair #79825
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    Hi Anita,
    I’m having this fear in my heart that I am no longer deserving to be loved since I have already given the most valuable thing I was supposed to give to the right man and that is my virginity. I am afraid that he will leave me once he knew that I am no longer a virgin and that the wrong guy has taken it away from me. I’m afraid that he might look down on me.

    I know it sounds silly but I belong in a society where sex is of high value and that it should only be taken by your future husband.

    How could I convince myself that I am still worthy of being loved?
    It keeps haunting me until now.

    July 13, 2015 at 8:22 pm in reply to: Favorite time of day #79819
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    For me, I really like late afternoon. I love to watch sunset. It also signals the end of the day’s work. I know dawn is really amazing especially while watching the sunrise cause I have experiences it once while we were on top of the mountain. I feels so nice. It’s just, I find it hard waking early in the morning. I admit that I am a late riser person. But I want to change my waking habit cause I want to experience again the beauty of sunrise.
    For the good vibes.

    July 13, 2015 at 7:47 pm in reply to: Guilty in despair #79815
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    Hi Anita. Thank you very much for your wisdom. You just don’t know how it made me realize a lot of things. I almost forgot how to get up but you reminded me of doing so. I feel better now. He’s leaving for the review class today but I did not mind texting or calling him, not even expecting to receive any message from him. I will move on for myself. I know he’s not worthy of me.
    Thanks a lot.
    God Bless!

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