i have been there i know exactly how u feel.i have got the best grades in college but out of it for 3 years and jobless.it really doesnt matter u see wat u get in on exam as long as u live u will have d chance to take many more of these tests.we will all die one day is it really necessary to go before u time comes?as long as ure here embrace it.u dnt knw wat will happen tomorrow.b positive.