Hi.

I dont think the new start will be trouble free .
But I do believe thatbit will be possible to start again in a job that I dont hate…
That the new job would at least not ask me 3h of commute a day. And pay me for all my hours. And where the first conversation in the morning is NOT how the sales were boosted bybthe death of a woman in her house… ( I work for a security/ alarm company…)

I dont think those goals are unreachable…

I love my friend… but I have forgotten myself. As I gave up on my inner balance… balance soul-mind-body… I gave up on my hobbies that could make me happier.. I have let my health slipped on the bad side(food, activities) I stopped doing new thing… new gig… new night out… and stop meeting new people…

And I want to reset that. Change myself to the better…