Iam not sure how to explain myself.My boyfriend of 8 years has been acting alittle wierd.Maybe its me i have a very difficult time trusting him with this roomate of ours 15 years ago they were roomates and ended up sleeping together a few times he had toldme about her prior to us being a couple,He says they are just friends and thats all there is going on butmy gut is saying tome something else.Like we live in a fairly big house approx 4 thousand sq ft we live on one side she lives on the other but we allshare a bathroom when he goes to take a shower he stays way longer then i would if iwere a man men are in and out you know what iam sayin lol.He  then comes back tothe room red and alittle cold shoulder tome thats what i think anyways he says your crazy he has never gave me any reason not to trst him  oh have i mentioned shes ten years older then us we arein our 50s shes in her 60s, and to top it all off shes not attractive at all ugly if i were looking at a mans point of view iam not saying this to be mean iam pretty and i get  looked at all the time and flitered with on a daily bases how can i have faith and trust him when he does alot around the yard for her etc am i looseing my mind or is he playing with my head. He loves women and finds women sexy he loves sex never has turned me down but do you think he is getting oral sex or sex from her or am ijust trippin on him because he keeps telling my baby ilove younot anyone else yourpushing me away stop it already what should i do lonely and confused