When I was a child I was screamed at a lot and was emotionally abused by my father, I was physically abused by my brother. I was sexually abused by the next door neighbor and have had extremely bad relationships in the past. I have a fear towards people and anxiety, depression, and mood disorder. I also have a big fear of disappointing people. I’m having a difficult time trying to find work and a few weeks ago I went to visit my mom and aunt. My aunt let me know that I needed a job I feel horrible enough as it is not being able to find a job and to help my husband to be with paying for our wedding because he is the one who is working. I’m going to school and I feel like I’m a child still in a women’s body. My brother is always asking me about my grades in school. A couple of years ago when I started speaking my mind my brother would slap me threaten to kick me out. Now I have a hard time saying what is on my mind again. I fear people are constantly saying stuff about me because when I was in grade school all the way through high school I was bullied.