Thank you for all your answers. I consider myself an insecure person. I have suffered from bulimia and was overweight for most of my life. Even though i managed to maintain a normal weight my insecurities are still here. I also suffer from anxiety and have been seeing a therapist for quite some time so here goes the insecurity and obssesive part. I believe that the problem has complex roots and is a combination of anxiety low self esteem and a judgmental nature of my mind.

Anita i would be very interested in that.

Thank you all for your answers. Please give me any further advice that you have because i really need it.