Hey admin,
I am in such a pain that I dont want to live anymore. I cheated my parents, my love, my career, everything. I thought she was doing bad to me so I also did bad to her and started talking to another women, but my love was doing always good to me I never realized and repeatedly told lie. I was in anger to take revange how she can do this to me and did the same as I thought she was doing with me, but she was always pure with her thoughts. Now she is crying in pain, and I almost lost my eyes in tears. I dont know what to do I attempted suicide thrice in three days but was unable to make it happen which is another shame to me. We both keep our phones on call and cry in pain, she is crying because she lost trust and I am crying because I lost all my relationships. It is hurting so badly that I want to finish myself . I dont know weather I will be available again to read reply to this, but I wanted to confess.
I am missing my childhood when everyone forgave me with a smile. This is not childhood and not mistake like a child. The reality is while I am typing this confession i have tears in my eyes.
I know nothing can be made right on track again, but I am in guilt, and I told her too that I accept all my mistakes, I going away from this world is solution I am going to do this happily.
I Really Loved you Shona.
I really Love you.
I will really Love you.
I know Babu these are trustless words to you now.
I am sorry baby.