Dear Annie,
Its good to make own believe. I must appreciate you for finding your own believe but at the same time respect other religion and other epics even though you won’t believe in it. Because at the end of the day all gods are one. Let people laugh on you, give so much time to your own self and your own productivity to your own hobbies and growth. So by your own you won’t find time to think what others are saying or thinking about you. By my own I respect all the religion but i believe in “humanity”. At the end all god’s and there teaching is peace only. By my own i follow teachings of Buddha. Whatever you see or feel or listen or read you have a choice pick the best from it, and leave what you don’t like. As you will grow you will see multiple things around you multiple believes etc etc and then you will make a choice to believe in it or not. So be happy and enjoy the different color of life and your own choice and your own decision.