Thanks Anita and Michelle for prompt replies.

It feels so good to finally be able to take my thoughts out.

I am thinking about Divorce but worried about two things

1. I don’t want to loose my daughters  and specially don’t want them to grow up with her. She CANNOT be a good mother, I am sure of that. A person like her can never be of any good to anyone.

2.  I don’t want to keep paying alimony to her throughout my life. that woman don’t deserve that.

what should I do