oh kelly i know exactly how you feel time and the universe make things better. I had an ex husband same story now he tours in a band his dream and there has been time that i really in my heart am happy for him . A recent ex boyfriend i cant even think of running into him and he lives in my neighborhood all i imagine is he is dating the most beautiful fun women in the world. i guess what i am saying is its perfectly natural to feel the way you do only in time and when you have no romantic love for him will it not pang you to hear how well he is doing do well for yourself perhaps he will feel the same pang

Best wishes to you
olivia