Hi Zaica,
Thank you for posting your story. I may not know the backbone of why you are separated but it seems both of you want to be together. Would it be possible to leave the family (yours & his) behind to save your marriage? Relationships are about 2 people and can definitely be saved if both are willing to work hard. Let go of past hurts, change, and move forward. I send you, your husband, & sweet baby a blissful outcome.
As far as me, thank you for wishing me well. I have support from many beautiful people, not necessarily blood related but family in my eyes. I live with only my 2 boys and make the best of each day. I never actually lived with my 5 month old’s father; God’s plan never took us towards that path of union. It hurts I will not deny it, like I said before rejection is my phantom. I never knew such pain could be in my system until this happened. At times I felt my heart was truly bleeding