Hi Bleedlove,

I actually am going through something like this but I have the guy’s perspective (or at least my own). A girl I was seeing for two years whom I really do love and think is just awesome…decided she didn’t see a future with me while we were in a long distance situation. At the time I was out of the country and had to focus on work and staying sane. Her decision blindsided me and I didn’t ask her to explain and just stopped talking to her, emailing, etc. I was super hurt by it but I was trying to respect her decision as an individual. One of the great parts of a relationship is knowing that someone else wants to be with you by their own free will. In my mind, if I had fought for her, I wouldn’t be respecting her as a woman, as a person and as a thinking, intelligent individual. It’s been a number of months and I miss her every day and constantly think about her. I can’t claim to know her reasons, what she was thinking…nothing. I am lost. My question for you is this: Did you break up with him as some sort of test? As in did you end your relationship silently hoping he would fight for you? Someone sending dramatic romance laced emails and frantic texts may be ‘fighting’ for you, but a guy who keeps silent and holds his pain inside can be loving you just as much if not more. The best thing you can do here is to contact him and ask for his opinion on the matter. I didn’t have this benefit and my ex girlfriend never asked me how I felt about her, or what my plans were with her…and in her mind she didn’t think I liked her at all when in fact I believe she is the best woman I have ever been with and I can’t stop thinking about her. If you really want to be with this guy, then be with him and don’t ‘test’ him. If you really don’t want to be with him and that’s why you broke up with him, then please (as a guy) don’t do the “let’s be friends” thing. As a guy who has gone through this, it is really painful when a woman you love wants to keep you in her life but only in the limited way she chooses, which only serves to bolster irrational hope for the guy, but ultimately will just drive him crazy. Just my two cents.

TL/DR: He could love you more than you know and maybe he just respects you as a woman and as an intelligent individual capable of making her own decisions.