Thank you so much for all the responses – this is great!!! It feels so comforting to know that people have been in my situation and also to know that I am not crazy!! I know what advice I would give someone in this situation but for some reason have so much trouble removing myself from the emotional cloud to make sense of anything lately. All of your advice and words of encouragement mean so much more than you will ever know! The fact that all of you took time out of your busy lives to help means so much. I am so blessed! Thanks for your kindness…