Leila…
I also have abuse man..
From the start of the beginning he is a rude man and I am so fool,love blinding me.
When he brought me to his family house from there I know from where his rudeness came from.his father also a rude man.he like abusing his wife.
I thought if we have a child,he will get change.i was wrong again.even when i pregnant he still hit me.but i always forgive him.
He not change years after years..but it change me a lot.i become a rude woman.i start hit my son.i cant control my emotion,i easy to get angry.unfortunettly my father in law also do sex abuse to me.i at the point i cant take it anymore..so i leaving without my son.
Now I have better job,but i still live in past.the guilty eating me.but u are really lucky.u can stay with ur baby.I hope everything gonna be all right for u,don’t give up on things.my best wishes from here.