If your not happy, figure out what makes you happy. You are still alive! Up to you! In order to get a job, you need an education. Doesn’t always matter on the major. Keep your options open. Stay true you. Put your heart in what you do, you will be happy. Good luck in your future! 🙂

Okay, so I will give you my point of view. I’m an outsider looking in. It’s much harder when you are on the inside, looking out. It sounds like you know what is good for you. You know he isn’t good for you. You have children. You want to raise your kids in a positive environment. You have to be strong. Keep him out of your life. If you know by talking to him, you fall for him, you have to end that. Avoid him. Move on with your life. Love yourself, or no one else will. People can be manipulative. People can be cunning. Especially if they see that you have a big heart, if you have weakness, anything they can feed off. You don’t deserve to be lied to. You don’t deserve to be hit. You deserve to be treated like a queen, and you can be. Raise your head up high, move on. Be strong for yourself. Sometimes, it’s easier to do the same thing and harder to change. You said you are bipolar, that doesn’t mean you can’t live a great life. A lot of people these days are bipolar. I feel like everyone has something they have to deal with in their lives. We are all on our own paths. Make some changes. Stay positive. Be a good influence on your children. Have a good heart, don’t let anyone ever change that. I hope this helps.