Dear Inky,

Thank you for read and share your words with me. Yes, actually often happens threats from my mom to me about too little things, when she wants to put me under her control. Plus I have a 6 years old brother who has hyperactivity, she blames me many times when he breaks something for example. He is overweight and don’t want to eat fruit nor healthy food, not at all. So, she blames me as well for that situation, I try to help him offering healthier stuff, but he starts to scream and so on. Currently I’m working in my gratefulness to transfer it to others around… Despite is too hard daily to deal with such things, there are still strenghts to be grateful for.

So for while I’m waiting a result from a test to a Medicine university and I will get it in 19th jan. If it doesn’t work, I will prepare myself this year again to be approved and will spend as less time as possible at home, teaching math classes for highschool students nearby my home. Then I will take the next step, we (me and my mom) need a time apart to work in our relationship better and take learning from it.

Thank you once more time and wish you happy holidays!

Hi dear anita

Thank you for your reply. Actually I was in Macapá (a brazilian city in Amazon area) and the doctor woman comes from Honduras.

Yes, in those moments we try to find what is wrong on us, you know and try to understand for me becomes worse, I’m trying to keep on my mind good thoughts and thankfully here in my birthtown I have my friends to count in.

Yes, we think in something like that soon, hope it works within a year. To move to another brazilian city together or his country, till there I need to join my strenghts. Want to start yoga classes to stay relieved daily and work in my gratefulness