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First let me say I have been in your exact shoes and getting away from this person will make a mountain of difference in your life.
Abusive relationships, whether physical or emotional, break who you are, but leaving him and finding support and love from friends and family will help you realize how strong you are and how much life has to offer you.

You do not deserve to be treated this way and you will find that you are stronger than you think if you can separate yourself from this person.

Finding a counselor to talk to will make a world of difference.

And there are people in your life who love you and don’t want to lose you, so think of them while you are feeling so awful and down right now, and ask them for help. Please realize how important you are to so many people in your life and this person does not deserve the right to take you away from those who respect and love you unconditionally.