Very nice forum to discover after you start a new relationship and you wake up in the morning and realised you just had sex with your ex in your head for the whole night.

Especially when your ex was the person you have been married to for the nicest years of your life when your friends didn’t have kids yet and you feel like you do not need anything else beside your significant other.

Ashamed, you reach anybody you know in the attempt to find solid ground, and when things seem to move in the right direction and you feel prepared to start a new relationship, your involuntary memory has to teach you a lesson by dragging you in a chaos that feels like yet another dark story from Marcel Proust.

Why is that ? Because we want the most what we cannot have – because we are lost and vulnerable – because…

I am all of that.