I too do not know how to make myself happy any longer. I suffer from ADHD, Bi-Polar disorder, Panic/Manic disorder and I’m beginning to exhibit signs of social anxiety. I have been researching Pure Land Buddhism and am looking for beginners’ guidance from practitioners of this style, as well as information on where to start my path to enlightenment. Any comments, information, or guidance is greatly appreciated and needed…love and peace to all