I just lost my baby boy, Bruiser on Sunday. His ordeal was similar to what Sarah went through, and I am just devastated. I had 13.5 years with my Bruiser, and he was my baby. I don’t know how to go on. I feel like dying, the pain is unbearable. I don’t know what to do with myself in this house without him. He should be here with me, and he isn’t.